this girl has known for years now that she is submissive but for a while at first wondered about something that still seemed to be missing.
that something was that it wasn't just in sexual context that she wanted, needed, to be dominated, it was in every aspect of her life.
that she was happiest when being subservient in every way to others.
even knowing this about herself, this girl still wasn't completely happy until a couple months ago she met someone who introduced her to Gor, He ordered her to research it and as she did and read and learned more she realized this was what her slave soul had been craving.
this girl's time in training has only reinforced her first impressions - that this is what she's been unknowingly searching for since realizing her submissive personality.
to willingly, lovingly, give herself over into absolute slavery, to lose herself in service to another.
to be able to give herself over completely mind, body, and soul to the pleasure of a Master.
to serve, to obey, to make Him completely happy is her only goal and source of pleasure and pride.